06/15/26

I would like to keep this blog as a kind of "personal diary" that is accessible to many people. Sometimes, it is easier for me to express my thoughts to strangers than to the real people around me. lmao. Today, I would like to talk about my father. I don't know about others, but I didn't have a father in my life. He left my mother when I was only one year old (in our country, divorce is only possible when the child is one year old). In fact, he was always a tyrant. It's not like the way they portray abusive fathers in movies (like in "Michael"), no, it's something else. Sometimes I think he needs to see a psychiatrist because he's aggressive EVERYDAY. I don't know how my mom got married to him again, because she admits that every time he comes back from a business trip, she dreams about him coming back after a week of being at work. lol. By the way, he almost drove my mom to suicide. Funny.

that's all I want to tell you about myself today.

07/23/26

Lol, today my ex-best friend deleted our chat (for two), where there were a lot of my photos and videos that I would have liked to keep. The person was offended by the fact that her friend and I moved forward while she was looking for a song, so as not to bother her. She was walking terribly slowly, but we stopped extremely often to check where she was.

After two day, she took down the chat and blocked everywhere. It's a terribly stupid and childish act, and even more childish is the fact that she left "in an English way" (i.e., without words or farewells).

Am I upset? No. Her friend and I have done too much for her to do this, but it's her choice. It's like the saying, "Do 99 good deeds and no one will notice, but do one bad deed and everyone will pay attention. "